Every time I was in L.A i was with my ex-boyfriend...lolol.. jus kiddin ..ok nw seriously..
I confess nothing scares me more than Failure, that's why I try my best to give my all in everything I do.
I confess I am slacking big time. I feel I have really drifted away from God. I need to move closer to him. I am working on it I promise.
I confess I ain't really over someone, even though I tell my self everyday that I am.
I confess I panic too damn much esp when i think about my future. I admit it gets scary sometimes. I think it gets scary cuz of the real world challenges I have to face on my own, without mommy or daddy being around lol.. well I feel like my life is movin too fast lol but I thank God and appreciate what he has done for me so far. I just think i need to calm down and take things one step @ a time. I know i'll be fine though:)
I confess I'll rather sit home on a Friday night and watch movies with a bowl of popcorn than go clubbing. Its always bn that way.lol... I go clubbing once in a blue moon or sometimes I get forced to.
I confess I like gist too much lol..i mean who doesn't? lolol
I confess I am drinkin as I am typin this haha! mind u its 5:17 am WHOA! ok ok its just Arbor mist so it ain't dat serious lol.
I confess I feel mad sleepy so ima continue later today. Nite nite y'll or shuld I say good
morning? lol *yawwwwwwwwn*
update:
I confess thinkin bout law skool gives me hives lol.
I confess I wish there was nothing like school uugh!
I confess I wish I ws a boy SOMETIMES... lol...so I won't hve to deal with cramps nd ish...nd so I cn break a lotta hearts too...lol.. nosaaa jus kiddin..lol
I hve many more to make..so watch out for part 2.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Settling In..........
Hey guys! So I have been in Atlanta for a week now and I must say I am adjusting pretty well. The weather is sooo good, although we had a tornado warning today haha!. I miss all my friends back in Rhode Island :(, I also miss the State itself, can't believe I am saying that *gasps*lol.. But i am loving it down here.
So far, the folks here seem nice, didn't expect anything less though, i mean it's the south, so yea i guess everyone gets to experience that southern hospitality once in a while :). Anywhuu, since I got here, I havn't really been up to much except Job hunting offcourse, posting my resumes and stuff online. I have gotten a few responses so far and i am just praying to God to chose the one he wants for me. So please continue to keep me in your prayers guys, Thanks :).
Apart from job hunting, I have also tried to have some fun. I go out once in a while ya dig lol. I went to the mall the other day, didn't get anything though hehe, but I have my eyes on some outfits I saw @ Macy's( Y'll know i gotta start looking all professional and shitt lol) and ima go back to get em as soon as my momma sends me some money hehehe:D.
When I finally get all comfy and ish, as in get a job and stuff, I cnt wait to start meeting new people/friends, nd also go out more often and ish. I gotta live for me you know, I need to have some typa fun yo. I need to free my past and just have fun. I havn't had that in such a long time. But I will SOON! :D
ps: Oh i forgot! I start my kaplan classes in July in preparation for my LSAT exam. Can't say i am looking forward to it, but I gotta do wat I gotta do!
So far, the folks here seem nice, didn't expect anything less though, i mean it's the south, so yea i guess everyone gets to experience that southern hospitality once in a while :). Anywhuu, since I got here, I havn't really been up to much except Job hunting offcourse, posting my resumes and stuff online. I have gotten a few responses so far and i am just praying to God to chose the one he wants for me. So please continue to keep me in your prayers guys, Thanks :).
Apart from job hunting, I have also tried to have some fun. I go out once in a while ya dig lol. I went to the mall the other day, didn't get anything though hehe, but I have my eyes on some outfits I saw @ Macy's( Y'll know i gotta start looking all professional and shitt lol) and ima go back to get em as soon as my momma sends me some money hehehe:D.
When I finally get all comfy and ish, as in get a job and stuff, I cnt wait to start meeting new people/friends, nd also go out more often and ish. I gotta live for me you know, I need to have some typa fun yo. I need to free my past and just have fun. I havn't had that in such a long time. But I will SOON! :D
ps: Oh i forgot! I start my kaplan classes in July in preparation for my LSAT exam. Can't say i am looking forward to it, but I gotta do wat I gotta do!
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentines day!!!!
Ha!.. so its Feb 14th .. a day most of y'll bn waiting for.Lovers day or wateva its called lol. I hope y'll have a happy valentines day... i guess its something to smile about, for some of y'll . Well have a fun day regardless of who you're spending it with.Hope yll hve fun spending it with the ones u love.:)
Friday, February 6, 2009
Untitled.....
For a moment I thought i had let you go,
But it doesn't seem to be the case
Each time your name is mentioned,
Tears form in my eye
You weren't supposed to leave me
You weren't supposed to go
You promised you would stay
Its been a few months
and i still can't get you out of my mind
I remember all our memories
The good and the bad
The ones we shared
Your arms around me
Your voice, your laugh,
Your touch, your face,
Our first kiss, our first fight
Our laughs, our cries,
Our promises, your words
The pictures we took
Still makes my heart skip a bit
*pause*
Why did you have to end it? Why? Whyy? WHYY?
Why didn't i see it coming?
Why did the distance have to be a barrier?
Why did u put us through so much, why did you put
ME through so much?
Why didn't i realize you weren't gonna stay?
Why can't i stop thinking about you?
Why are you still on my mind?
Why can't your memory just fade away?
Why is it so hard to move on?
Why can't i just let you go, like you
let me go?
*silent whisper*
It's because i still love you.........
But it doesn't seem to be the case
Each time your name is mentioned,
Tears form in my eye
You weren't supposed to leave me
You weren't supposed to go
You promised you would stay
Its been a few months
and i still can't get you out of my mind
I remember all our memories
The good and the bad
The ones we shared
Your arms around me
Your voice, your laugh,
Your touch, your face,
Our first kiss, our first fight
Our laughs, our cries,
Our promises, your words
The pictures we took
Still makes my heart skip a bit
*pause*
Why did you have to end it? Why? Whyy? WHYY?
Why didn't i see it coming?
Why did the distance have to be a barrier?
Why did u put us through so much, why did you put
ME through so much?
Why didn't i realize you weren't gonna stay?
Why can't i stop thinking about you?
Why are you still on my mind?
Why can't your memory just fade away?
Why is it so hard to move on?
Why can't i just let you go, like you
let me go?
*silent whisper*
It's because i still love you.........
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
DA DURTY SOUTH hehe! :D
Hey guys, i am very excited i am moving , yaaaay!...let me take a deep breath *haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa* lol. I am moving to Atlanta. I originally wanted to move to California after graduation (Still gonna), but i decided it would be wise to move to Atlanta for nw. Yll know Cali is expensive esp L.A, and errrrrrr the recession right nw ain't even helping.
Soo yea im looking forward to living down south & starting a new life& career. Ima miss throwin up the east coast sign hehe, but yll kno i still gotta represent da east coast. I am gonna miss the east coast, but im so not loving the weather right nw uuuugh! Its been snowing over here in RI since the 24th of Dec like wtf? lol... nah im done with the cold yo!. I went to England for a whole month during xmas break, gt bk nd twas still snowing ! I mean we had some days when it dint snow, but it ws cold as hell cuz the snow on the ground hadn't even melted yet!
I am looking foward to a lotta things when i move.... the weather gotta be no 1, feels good knowing i dnt hvta wear a thick ass jacket with a hoodie all the time *sigh*. I also luv the fact that Georgia is huuuuge, there's a whole lotta ish to do, like d Job opportunities (well with d recession nw i dunno lol), Night life, restaurants, parties... too many things to do and places to go as compared to RI which is the smallest state in the United States.I still gotta show RI some love , its nice and quiet...a lil too quiet for me tho lol.
Haaa! hw can i forget my southern fellas? with the sexy southern accent and all..whoohoo "word up lil mama" hahahaa! Nah but he better be educated if he's lookin @ me, but still hve that sexy southern swagger! LOL *wink*. I still gotta show some love to my east coast fellas tho, they hott ike fiyah and got that east coast swagger going on. *wink*
On a more serious note, i need to look for a job once i settle down, and also study for my LSAT, since ima be going to law school *gasps*. I need some kinda motivation cuz the thought of Law school is giving me hives lol. That's what i really wanna do though (Entertainment law), I am sure i'll be fine :D.
so pls keep me in ur prayers, wish me luck and I pray that i get a good job recession or no recession...*crosses fingers* :D.
Although, things are slower down south as compared to the east coast, but the good thing bout it though is that Georgia is not that deep deep into the south,so the time difference ain't gonna change for me, its gonna stay the same.:)
Ima miss RI tho, but its time to mooooooove on... ATL here i come!!!!!!
Whoohoo change is coming just like Obama lol.
P.S - I have a new playlist thingy ( located on the right hand side of d blog).... i hve some nija songs on there too, for d lovers of nija music.lol. So feel free to listen, pause or skip :).
dnt eva say i didn't give y'll anything lol!
Soo yea im looking forward to living down south & starting a new life& career. Ima miss throwin up the east coast sign hehe, but yll kno i still gotta represent da east coast. I am gonna miss the east coast, but im so not loving the weather right nw uuuugh! Its been snowing over here in RI since the 24th of Dec like wtf? lol... nah im done with the cold yo!. I went to England for a whole month during xmas break, gt bk nd twas still snowing ! I mean we had some days when it dint snow, but it ws cold as hell cuz the snow on the ground hadn't even melted yet!
I am looking foward to a lotta things when i move.... the weather gotta be no 1, feels good knowing i dnt hvta wear a thick ass jacket with a hoodie all the time *sigh*. I also luv the fact that Georgia is huuuuge, there's a whole lotta ish to do, like d Job opportunities (well with d recession nw i dunno lol), Night life, restaurants, parties... too many things to do and places to go as compared to RI which is the smallest state in the United States.I still gotta show RI some love , its nice and quiet...a lil too quiet for me tho lol.
Haaa! hw can i forget my southern fellas? with the sexy southern accent and all..whoohoo "word up lil mama" hahahaa! Nah but he better be educated if he's lookin @ me, but still hve that sexy southern swagger! LOL *wink*. I still gotta show some love to my east coast fellas tho, they hott ike fiyah and got that east coast swagger going on. *wink*
On a more serious note, i need to look for a job once i settle down, and also study for my LSAT, since ima be going to law school *gasps*. I need some kinda motivation cuz the thought of Law school is giving me hives lol. That's what i really wanna do though (Entertainment law), I am sure i'll be fine :D.
so pls keep me in ur prayers, wish me luck and I pray that i get a good job recession or no recession...*crosses fingers* :D.
Although, things are slower down south as compared to the east coast, but the good thing bout it though is that Georgia is not that deep deep into the south,so the time difference ain't gonna change for me, its gonna stay the same.:)
Ima miss RI tho, but its time to mooooooove on... ATL here i come!!!!!!
Whoohoo change is coming just like Obama lol.
P.S - I have a new playlist thingy ( located on the right hand side of d blog).... i hve some nija songs on there too, for d lovers of nija music.lol. So feel free to listen, pause or skip :).
dnt eva say i didn't give y'll anything lol!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Life&dreams......Live it, think it...Believe it!
Ever thought about the things you really wanna do before you die?. For example, things you wanna achieve, like your goals, your dreams, whatever it is.
Personally, I would love to travel around the world. Well i am a "travelholic" if there's any word like dat haha! I wanna visit the whole African continent. Although i hv bn to some countries in Africa,I am African (Country witheld lol) but it's a major and well known country, matter of fact the best in Africa. Miss it soo much *wink*. I also wanna visit the whole of Europe and some parts of Asia and all the major Islands. That's a whole lotta traveling huh? LOL. I have been to England twice, beautiful place i tell ya. Still wanna go to Paris though.... my dream place, the city of Love tra la la la la... lolol... ok lemme stop! Hw cld i ever forget Barbados, Turks&Caicos, and Rio de janeiro (Brazil)... but yea i wanna go to these places soo bad*sigh*! :(
Errrrr what else? Well, in order for me to be able to travel all over the world , i would need $$$$$ right? lol... so yea i want to be sucessful. I am sure with the career i am leaning towards to, and with God by my side i'll be comfortable. God help me!
Marraige woulda bn on my list, but lately i dunno anymore. Maybe my views on that wld change who knows? lol. But for nw ima leave it @ dat! :D
I wanna hve a million shoes in my closet, ok that's so random but free me lol... I love, loveeee, LOVEEEEEE shoes. I hve suddenly developed these feen for shoes its ridiculous. I buy them and keep em, making my closet look nice & half of dem i hvn't evn worn xcept around the house, when i try them on..LOL.
I wanna meet Pres Obama, handshake and all. I have seen him before, but i never got a chance to touch him. :( lol... such an inspiration, that man!
what else? i'll add more when i think bout it. xoxo
yll cn share ur views too...:)
Personally, I would love to travel around the world. Well i am a "travelholic" if there's any word like dat haha! I wanna visit the whole African continent. Although i hv bn to some countries in Africa,I am African (Country witheld lol) but it's a major and well known country, matter of fact the best in Africa. Miss it soo much *wink*. I also wanna visit the whole of Europe and some parts of Asia and all the major Islands. That's a whole lotta traveling huh? LOL. I have been to England twice, beautiful place i tell ya. Still wanna go to Paris though.... my dream place, the city of Love tra la la la la... lolol... ok lemme stop! Hw cld i ever forget Barbados, Turks&Caicos, and Rio de janeiro (Brazil)... but yea i wanna go to these places soo bad*sigh*! :(
Errrrr what else? Well, in order for me to be able to travel all over the world , i would need $$$$$ right? lol... so yea i want to be sucessful. I am sure with the career i am leaning towards to, and with God by my side i'll be comfortable. God help me!
Marraige woulda bn on my list, but lately i dunno anymore. Maybe my views on that wld change who knows? lol. But for nw ima leave it @ dat! :D
I wanna hve a million shoes in my closet, ok that's so random but free me lol... I love, loveeee, LOVEEEEEE shoes. I hve suddenly developed these feen for shoes its ridiculous. I buy them and keep em, making my closet look nice & half of dem i hvn't evn worn xcept around the house, when i try them on..LOL.
I wanna meet Pres Obama, handshake and all. I have seen him before, but i never got a chance to touch him. :( lol... such an inspiration, that man!
what else? i'll add more when i think bout it. xoxo
yll cn share ur views too...:)
Hello
Hey y'll. This is actually um.... weird. I never imagined i'lld have a blog, but i am xcited bout it tho. I know a few heads have been telling me to write one for the longest nw, and i was like whatever, and nw i finally decided to. *sigh*. Soooo the question is, what am i gonna write about? I absolutely have no idea but i guess ideas wld come. So seat back, relax and enjoy if u wanna:D
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